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PhwW bghf! mjid jH Uehbsd bfhL ngh thGgt. jHbunyhUF eh bghf thJ mDg flikgLnsh. mDnwh ml. jH thnt, e th vd bfhL gah, j thH jH tht, jH thH jehL jiHF vdT mjbfd ghLgL eh jH UehsW ekJ m bkhia jH ynjhW mD, jH csbkyh bry bra mthWnwh.
jH fig fzhu flh, fhz ntoa fhia fL JlJ vW cqu vQ eh, thL bghf JehsW bgh, k ju Ktuiy! jH mjid ehlh; njlh; w ifneh fh; Mdh eh ekJ mikna bghf thjhf jUnwh.

brw ML bghf tjJ, thL tUtJnghnw! MLnjhWjh bghf tJ nghwJ. meh d FJ, jhil cL, j csJl, ynjhW g jnHhL, jH Ujny Kiw.

Mdh brw ML bghfnghJ gkh UjJ?  v <Lgljfhf, fhisfS, fhifaU fLiw f TG cL, f jiy gLJUL, fhriy njhHik bfhL, f cilJ, filbgo,  bkhL y bgU, ij bfL ij behJ thjd. mtf cs cWjh, Mdh nuf mgoaynt! mtf bgnwhU, bgwfa ngW bgwh v kf vWjh cs fUd. Mdh jkid bgh, bghf JehsW Ufntoa fkidah, jHiu gf gLJtijna jkJ gbad bfhL thj Md bfhL brayh, iwgL, nrhJ Ugij v, thod.

vJiz vJiz f! vbfF thl! W vdhY Vfnk tU.

mj ML nghW! mj bghf nghlJ. thL bghf y njhW g Ufnt khf iljJ.

Mdh g, uzkhdjh? iy! jH yf, j th bghFkh? iy! jeho j jiHfth khfUwJ! iy! jeho jH thHth t gy Uwd? iy! iy! M jHlkh? fhnzh! jehL jHUfh? iy! nghJjh mj _yku KHf s UwJ. jeho  rh, rkhjhd, mik, kdU Vgl Toa jny mua el csjh? fhnzh mJ!

vdnt uzkhd gJF liy thL, Mdh brw ML ij behJ thjij nghy Uf ntoaJiy.

Mdh brw MLF thL jH Kndw milJshf vgny rnjfiy.

vF nehD j thf! j thf! jehL jHUnf! vw ngbuh nfnwh.

ahiu nfD, M! eh jHnd! vd l khjo bfhL Tw nfnwh. ehnjhW C njhW jH Tlf, jH gu, jH KHf, eljgo csd. jH jiyt jH csbkyh bfhis bfhLlh. jH jik czu bjhlld. jktiu jGt bjhlld. j eho jkJ bkhia fhf bjhltld. j eho jhnk thHntL, muR jknj M jknj vd Tw cW bfhLld. jH Ljiy nghl KidJld.
vdnt thL bghfyW LnjhW brbe k thill brj kzK nrJ fkG vd enwh.

mj eina ekJ gJF fhuz.

bghf Jeh fUJ f mHaJ. bghU jJtJ.

Ma bfhlhL Mghr goifnghy via vgonah tijJ ljfhf bfhlhL ehsW! Ma goif, btahl! mitf NJ N uij tho tijjij sF goiff. bghf Jeh mjifikjW.

ghLglh gy cL! ciHjh thL! vw _y bfhifF Vweh mJ.

fhil U, ykh, nkil mf Fskh, fuLKuil ngh thfhfsh, taf gy mikJ tuf bjhFJ, cGJ gh, fis vLJ fhgh, Ka fiu mWJ tJ Kw bfho, msJ vLJ MdjJF monfhY ehshF meh.

ciH ga Jbtd czJ, k bghFwJ vgij kd Uj nto, ghbfhfL, bghfnyh bghf! vd j bkh fW, F glKL Ueh bfhlhL ehshF.

meh, jH jkJ cs xU aij idUJt vd enwh.

Ujhj ta cH iy. eehL Ujhj tayhfnt dK csJ. vdntjh f jdh Kisfiy.

tu flho taYF ta t tsU. m~nj nghyjh, jH jeho tu fl jt, mjhtJ jbkh, fiy, khf Maitf Majh ijfglhUfnto jkhd vD tu fl jtajh, W ekJ ehL wUnf rijahlJ.

cGJ gh fis vLfh Kd, gir g ghf Kokh? brbe njl aYkh? eh nf e ehL fisfis nghndhkh! iyna! mnjh lhik vD nfhukhd fis UwJ. ghga vD gil gafu gh moKj Etiu gljUwJ. jyhl bfhiff vts! ghku VfgLtJ vJiz. FUL bfhif, KuL o, tuL uK HL nghF, gfL ngR, nfs fisf! itf nghfglh Kd, g VJ? tifis fistjnwh, giz mfiu bfhnlh fl.

vdnt, thL bfhfyW, jH csny Jik bghf ntL. jH thF vilahd csit ah kFgo brj ntL.

xW klJ. kWw vLf vQwJ. vD L tD, f iu gfgL nghF vg rnjfiy.

xJ nghd fhu Miajh eh FLnwh.

cHtiuna bgJ VJ XLbgw mj M cHt rh xU W eyD braiy.

t vyh nghF vW Tdtf, tgy nghL thod. y tt#h a Vnjnjh Td. VJ bra ayiy vd TL ngh ld. gf _od, kUJt brsfaij khjd, glf iy VWgo gid tnghL ViHfis thod. bjhyhs Jau bgWW. tF fytu tsjJ. lhjh Jau mfjJ. mgh! mtf M!! D vjid eh? D vjid eh? vW nflgo Ujd jH.. W iy mtf! xjJ mj M! jJ mtf jgh! ehL uh, mtf nghdjF ygiy. jJ, Ljiy Hh bfhlho, nghdhah, xjhah vW TlJ.

vdnt, jHUF Mgjhf tsj M k kojJ.

bghf JehsW, jidbahnw jH brnjdhf UF vg Iaiy.

mknlh? meh, Hj lij L of, vts j bra wf mtf wlhf vgij v, mJl, tj gjia ntlh vd Ta jH jiyt uJl xL ghjh, jH be V g bgUfhJ vd nfnwh.

mnjh mj Fg dK miyJ wJ mfhu JLfSF. njh jH jiyt vknf J, vkF ntoaJ jehL jehL jHUnf vd KHf brwh.
My f na Tago mj glij ghUf, j glij ghUf vW eh TWnwh.

bghf JehsW jH kdf K fh njhwL.

j eho xWik bghFwJ. jH vf nfhil u rfnk XFwJ.

jH f, nkY nkY gy tJ mtF eh Knd  Knd vW nrUwd. jH vf, nghnrngh, ekfnd vo  fnuna  ffglh vw jlid jhfJf bgh twd.

fhu M xjjF Ueh fhah thG lny eljJ. jH jiyt bgah j ehil jho brW ggh khfhz jH ya sf brjh.

fhul eif iy, eh Tl KoahJ, egkhnlh vd K F, M uhlfS Tld. jH jiytUl mstsh ng, xJiHgjhf cW t my a K jiyt #dh dh, Muhl bgUFo kf mz lhl mngfhU thF bfhLjd.

Jyf thF KL filahf cs fhu vD Tl bfhlij mlf _tU xW Tosd.

vdnt, jHUF  g bghf khnkgLlJ.

jHf ahtUF  Jyf th ra, mjfhf nghl ntL; ghLgl ntL. fis vLfntL. fUijna bgJ csla bghf JehsW jHf cs btzf bghf ntLbkd Unwh.

ckJ ynjhW cs njhW bghFf Jik vd ml th, ckJ gnk, vkJ Fnfh vgij tzfl bjJ bfhnwh.

thf jH!
tHf jehL!!
Jik bghFf!!!
jehL jHUnf!!!!

(Ljiy - 13.01.1940 gf: 2)

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